Thursday, January 8, 2009

Ayuni Writes

and so i have not been writing here for quite a while...
i mean.... there's nothing really for me to rant about...
oh! Happy New Year!! Yay!!
and oh! I have deleted my other blog..
so don't bother checking it....
y?? for no reason actually... I mean yang ini pon tak ter-update...
lagi nak maintain 2 blog...

anyways... I think life is not that bad..
I just don't feel well for the past week or so...
yeah! yeah! i know.. I am PREGNANT kan?
I should feel this way.. so stop whining like a baby...

Hmmmm..... i feel like I miss someone or something...
I just don't feel whole anymore..
I mean.. I am happy. I love my hubby. I love the baby growing inside me...
but I feel a lil empty...I don't know why...
I just can't put a finger on anything....

I guess... I miss working kot...
y'know waking up with a purpose...
going to the office and do absolutely nothing
but at least i'm not at home...

or maybe.. I miss having friends..
the only other person that i talk to besides my hubby is Elly..
Itu pun... sorry Elly. kadang tu I takde kredit nak balas ur sms
and sometimes time u call i don't feel like talking
but I miss u.
and I miss having friends...
and maybe I miss one particular friend...

owh well.... I'd better go...

Laters.


1 comment:

Lyn said...

Aiyoh mummy ayu, I rasa u rindu nak keluar jalan2 macam dulu, kesana kesini dengan Zull plus Zull pun busy kat location, that is why u rasa u missing something kan?

Anyway,no need to worry about me, i miss u everyday but I tau u sangat busy with ur 'emotions' hehe, how do i know? sbb dulu i busy menjaga 2 of my sisters masa diaorang preggers dulu so i know ;)

Make sure you jaga diri, ingat pesan i tu tau, jangan duduk sorang2, kalau duduk sorang2 pun make sure tingkap tak terbukak, kalau u boring & feel like talking u can call me or YM sebab i skrg mmg tido at 8am everyday hahaha!

Will catch u up later on k? banyak gossip nak cite dgn u nih ;)