Friday, January 16, 2009

Pregnant and Not Sleeping

I am now 10 weeks into my pregnancy and guess what? I can't sleep. it sucks...I am so bloody tired all the time but I can't SLEEP!! Ini semua dibuktikan dengan a 2.30 am call to Elly ajak dia keluar makan.. Yeap! 2.30 am.. best kan? Pregnant pun nak berembun but what to do.. I can't sleep at all... Well bila siang je senang sangat nak tido but bile malam..Mata ni memang takkan tutup...Anyways.. I am so excited about my pregnancy..
I am happy that at last I am gonna be a mommy....

Okies... masri kita tulis about something else plak...I am now developing some ideas untuk a new drama series ..It's tiring jugak sebab I have all this ideas but I can't seem to put it on paper...So.. its a good thing jugak that I can't sleep because I write better at night cuma sekarang ni tension bila idea takmo kuar!!!!

Owh well... I think that's all...
Nanti later tulis lagi k....

Laters.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Ayuni Writes

and so i have not been writing here for quite a while...
i mean.... there's nothing really for me to rant about...
oh! Happy New Year!! Yay!!
and oh! I have deleted my other blog..
so don't bother checking it....
y?? for no reason actually... I mean yang ini pon tak ter-update...
lagi nak maintain 2 blog...

anyways... I think life is not that bad..
I just don't feel well for the past week or so...
yeah! yeah! i know.. I am PREGNANT kan?
I should feel this way.. so stop whining like a baby...

Hmmmm..... i feel like I miss someone or something...
I just don't feel whole anymore..
I mean.. I am happy. I love my hubby. I love the baby growing inside me...
but I feel a lil empty...I don't know why...
I just can't put a finger on anything....

I guess... I miss working kot...
y'know waking up with a purpose...
going to the office and do absolutely nothing
but at least i'm not at home...

or maybe.. I miss having friends..
the only other person that i talk to besides my hubby is Elly..
Itu pun... sorry Elly. kadang tu I takde kredit nak balas ur sms
and sometimes time u call i don't feel like talking
but I miss u.
and I miss having friends...
and maybe I miss one particular friend...

owh well.... I'd better go...

Laters.