6 WEEKS..

Hey all...

Just nak share dengan u guys my first scan...
My pregnancy is already into six weeks and I am so happy...

Anyhow... itu je nak tulis for today...

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Early Saturday...

It's been a while since I wrote here.. bukan apa.. nothing wahhhh! happened yang boleh membuatkan saya untuk menulis. Ye lah.. takkan tiap hari nak tulis about me being pregnant kan? semacam tak best lah pulak.. anyhow.. i've been in bed for the past week. had a terrible flu and felt sick to the stomach. alasannya mudah...hormone berubah.. hahahaha... see.. again i'm writing about being pregnant...

anyways, elly suggested that i apply for the junior writer post at astro. hmmm... fikiran berkecamuk gak.. have been thinking about it but last-last i decided not to. I have been there. I mean working for a company as a scriptwriter. As a writer.. i feel the need to have the freedom to write what I want and how I want. Bukanlah nak kata my previous bosses tak memberikan kebebasan tapi .... tak cukup...saya ini sedikit susah menerima kritikan walaupun I will always listen to it tapi bila kerja jalan tapi mulut mengomel bukan-bukan.. macam tak best kan?

I feel I work better on my own time. Bila rasa nak tulis.. kita tulis. Bila rasa nak tido kita tido.. Senang gitu. But alhamdulillah... all my works selalunya on time. I'm good at meeting deadlines..

So.. Insya-Allah ..come new year.. I will again start my works yang dah lama terbengkalai. I will not give any excuses to myself anymore.. ( and yes! to u jugak elly ..hehehe... :P )

Well.. i got to go... got emails to check. n nak baca balik my script yang masih lagi di SCENE 53 tu..

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Friday

I am so stuck right now. I can't seem to write anything just yet. Gosh! Itu lah.. hari tu dah elok dapat my rhythm balik I stopped.. now I have to start all over again.. anyhow.. I am still just at home. Am not watching any movies yet today as I am actually a lil sleepy. ( Being pregnant is cool.. asik dapat tido.. *wink*)

Anyhow.. read Nadia's blog about her love life and all. I mean c'monlah. When someone throws you out of their life.Forget that person and when that person wants you back. Just shut the door in his face. He was never there for you why should you wanna go running up to him everytime he feels he wants you back? untuk apa ? Kepuasan diri? Apa yang you dapat? A lil something that he doesn't want to be part of but he still wants you over and over again? BULLSHIT lah!

I mean I went through that a long time ago. I threw him away and then I wanted him back but he refuse to give in. He even told me to move on because he doesn't want me anymore. Sedey. I know but I moved on because why I want to mengharapkan pada someone yang dah tak nak kat kita kan?

Look. Love is complicated. It is so very hard to understand tapi jangan lah main kan perasaan orang just because u want some time on ur own but at the same time u also want that person to hang on to u. Its cruel. You need your space but also need to wanted. STUPID!!!

Janganlah buat macam tu. U'll end up alone. Jangan jadi jahat lah.

Hmmm.... pada orang itu... Forget whatever happened. I know it was beautiful but u don't deserve her. She stood by you but what did you do to her when she needed you the most? You wrote her a bloody cheque and tell her to keep quiet? You are so not matured. Nope. Sooooo not matured...

Anyways.. I got to go.. Nak tido lah...

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Movies

In the course of two days, I have watched 4 movies. That is what I do all day being pregnant and all. I have my nap in the afternoon and I watch movies on dvd and I also cook and write a lil.

Movie #1 : Juno
A story of a 16 year old that got pregnant and be cool about it. She got pregnant by her bestfriend and decides to keep it and give it away for adoption. But the couple that was to take her baby has got some marital problems of their own but ends up taking the baby altogether. Its a good movie although all you 16 years old out there... make sure ur not pregnant at that age. In our culture its not acceptable. But seeong that kid pregnant makes me smile jugak... : )

Movie #2 : Wild Child
A cliche movie about a teen that is how should i put it..?? Rebelious? Well.. I'll put is as that lah. She was angry at her father for finding a "replacement" of her dead mom and her father got angry with her and sent her off to boarding school in England. While in England... she tried her very best to get expelled instead she found out that she likes being there and to make a story.. that school was the same school her mother went to as a teen.. ( what a coincidence eyh?) Anyhow.. this story is simple and also very same like the rest.. more or less like all the teen movies that stars Lindsay Lohan in her early years.

Movie #3 : Friends with money
A story about four girlfriends, Olivia, Jane, Fanny and Christine. All in their late thirties and trying to figure out their lifes. But mostly the story is more focused on Olivia who between the four of them is the most unlucky one. She was a teacher that quits her job and become a maid to support her life. All her other friends are sympathetic towards her but is not doing anything to actually help her as they themsleves have got their own problems. Anyhow.. the story was a lil slow and I actually slept through it the first time I watched it yesterday. In the end, Olivia found a man that like her but also super rich. and there you have people.. a happy ending with the end line is " Everybody has got problems too".

Movie #4: Get Smart
I watched this movie because I wan bored. Not actually my cup of tea but at least its better than James Bond ( no offence JB fans.. ). Its a light comedy thingy with all the secret agent crap. I watched it pun because Anne Hathaway is in it and I sooooo love her in "The Devil Wears Prada". Anyhow.... thats all I can say about it because I was watching it while eating Pizza and doing my work at the same time.

So there you have it. My so-called-movie-review. *LOL*...
Well.. I'd better go. Need to finish up my synopsis.

BTW: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TINI

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and so... I am positive...

hey people... just nak share with you guys.. I am pregnant..at first rasa macam tak percaya..
ye lah for the past few months evrytime buat pregnancy test je.. asik - asik satu line yang timbul.. kali ni dua line plak... so... anyhow, even after dah jumpa doctor pun still rasa tak percaya... so i took another test just to confirm it again that i am pregnant... and i am pregnant indeed... : )

now..i am so happy... congrats to all of you sebab lepas ni korang semua akan jadi auntys and uncles...

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merepek je...

gosh!! bosan giler duk umah tak buat apa... hari ni again i stayed at home tak ikut zull pergi location. bukan apa semalam ikut dia.. pastuh kena gastrik. sakit giler sampai takleh nak bangun...so hari ni zull tak bagi i ikut dia pergi location... huhuhuhuhuhu..

to elly... i bukan takot nak gi doctor tapi tak sukalah....agipon bukan sakit sangat... just tak sedap badan je.... *wink*

anyhow... duk umah memang bosan. petang tadi rokok dah habis. and my brother plak dah kuar gi KL so takde saper nak tolong amik... last-last i decided to keluar and jalan kaki to the shell station across the road semata - mata nak beli rokok... hahahha.... kena marah dengan zull.. dia cakap tak leh ke nak sabar sampai dia balik... i jawab lah... at least berjalan ni leh gak amik angin... kan?

hmmmm.... sekarang kepala otak tengah jam giler. Nak sambung my script tapi tak dapat - dapat lagi. ye lah dah lama tinggal kan.... but its okay.. dalam dua tiga hari ni .. insya-allah i will get back my rhythm untuk menulis....

well... i guess that's it for today. Laters.

monday

Hari ni tak ikut zull pergi location. penatlah dah dua minggu asik gi location takde masa nak bangun lambat.. so hari ni saya amik keputusan nak duk umah dengan alasan nak kemas rumah yang dah bersepah.. ye lah.. tiap hari kuar pagi balik malam... *sigh* but then bukan saya yang kemas pon.. panggil cleaner yang selalu cuci umah my mum datang...at least kemaslah rumah sikit.

petang tadi pergi mydin dengan my mum... beli barang rumah. ye lah... dapur dah kosong... jadi sebab dah ada stok barang.. malam ni boleh lah masak... *YAY*

anyhow.. bila dah duk sengsorang kat sini.. tetiba bosan plak.... tak tau nak buat apa dah.... forum dah baca.. nothing new...they all maseh lagi bercerita perihal itu lah.. saya ni jadi silent reader je.. ye lah mana tau nama naik... *wink* email pon semua dah dibalas... facebook pon dah update... so dah tak tau nak buat apa....

hmmm... maybe I will sambung my script lah malam ni... lagi sikit je Aku Bukan Sally tu nak habis... YES! I will do that... So peeps..until next time k...

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