Between Itchy Stomach, Sleepless Nights and Work!

Firstly, I am now in my third trimester. Lagi berapa minggu je ni..and my son will be born. YAY! but right now I am suffering from severe itchiness.. not just at my belly..but my leg, my hand.. my back... ARGHHHHH!!! the price I have to pay in order to have a child.. bukan menyesal tapi.. kalau tak gatal tak boleh ke?????? My husband dah puas cakap "jangan garu..jangan garu..nanti your strecth mark makin teruk.." tapi people bukan dia yang pregnant kan?? Dia tak tahu betapa I menahan kegatalan ni.. and two days ago.. bangun pagi ..tetiba kaki cramp....tak leh gerak langsung.. Nak menangis pun ada... nasib baik lah suami tercinta tolong urutkan... hmmmm... the beauty of having a husband..walaupun kuat membebel tapi at least dia concern jugak..tapi lepas i dah ok.. dia pun sambung tidur.. HAMPEH!!

Anyways, i am still in my not sleeping mode. Dari awal pregnant sampai sekarang that is satu benda yang tak berubah..tapi bagus jugak..at least i dapat buat kerja - kerja yang terbengkalai ni..YES Lyna.. I am writing more nowdays.. bangga tak?? hehehhehhehe :P tapi itulah...ada jugak the downside.. bila pukul 8 malam I mengantuk.. pukul 12 malam pulak dah terjaga and here I am 7 am.. blogging... walaupun dah lama tak blog..rasa rindu plak... :P

Sekarang ni Alhamdulillah, my work is getting better tapi yang memenatkan is bila ada lah plak producer yang minta I buat proposal untuk 26 episod dalam sehari..semalam minta.. hari ni nak.. dia ingat aku ni apa? Robot ke? GILA !! but nak buat camner kan.. I pun dengan seikhlas hati pun buatlah... ini semua rezeki anak beb... ye lah.. at least, I buat proposal sekarang..nanti baby lahir, insya allah I adalah job yang menanti...

Oh well, need to sambung my work. Nanti later I blog lagi k.. yea lyna.. I will start blogging again... I know you miss reading my entries kan??

Lucky to have them

Am I a bad person? I know I can't answer that but am I?
I am 25. In my whole 25 years of being me.. did I ever do something
yang sangat jahat sampai I jadi sangat unlucky ?
I am so sad that people keep on thinking that I deserve all of what I am going through now...
I am so sad that I have to actually keep reminding people that I am not a bad person...
Time and time again I will tell myself that maybe my luck will change for the better but things are the same.. takde apa yang berubah..
Sampaikan my parents pun fikir yang I ni lah yang selalu start a fight..
Sedangkan selama ni I lah yang lagi banyak bersabar dengan sikap sesetangah orang..
Kenapa ek?
Orang yang betul - betul jahat tu selalu je lucky but me...
The only thing yang i feel lucky about is having my baby growing inside me
and the love of my husband...